June 9, 2005
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12:48 PM
heard de song "remember me dis way" by J Lo on radio last nite. i tot i felt "home-sick". we sang dis song to de tchers on our sec 4 grad ceremony. many cried. i almost did when i saw chua staring over. he makes me melt. awww. recalled de tchers. "moley-cute" chng chng. "LV fanatic" foong. "crappy" LKC. "sweetie-pie" angelina tan. and most beloved "math freaks" chua, khoo, lum. de other 26 classmates. some tchers married some transferred. some classmates seemed to *poOf* memories are all we haf now.
de HUGE pimple on my left cheek will keep me at home for de next 1 wk. damn. but i was just kidding abt staying at home. cos i cant wait for SUNDAYYY! gonna celebrate my bdae again. yey yey!
my deepest biggest stupidest crappiest inner feelings have just been found out by chow pohsi. i feel so vulnerable. haf u "bang ur head on de wall and die"? ahaha. i got tt msg as evidence.
love is when u never haf to say i'm sorry.
here i am once again
i'm torn into pieces
cant deny it. cant pretend
just tot u were de one
broken up. deep inside
you wont get to see de tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes
no i dont cry on de outside
anymore
