August 22, 2005
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10:24 PM
my cough is much better. but i still choke on nth occasionally and start coughing v badly tt my face turns green. *gulps.
anyone who blasts down de sch side gates will be titled SAVIOUR by de entire NY population. everyone will kowtow to u. esp when de sch is senseless enuf to lock de gates at intervals due to "SECURITY" reasons. i feel SO safe being locked up in sch. at least follow de time intervals ma. de security guard [oso fondly known as "pile of shit" by us] locked de gate 5 mins earlier den de assigned time. such tt 1 guy got to climb into sch over de gate like an acrobat. i'm sure he's not de 1st to risk his life to get into sch. which means: ANYONE CAN CLIMB INTO DE DAMN SCH IF HE CAN DO IT. feels like de ancient times when kids are too poor to go to sch but are desperate to learn and had to climb over gates.
time is moving too fast for me to catch up. or to realise i am lagging so much.
de emotions got better of me. but i still managed to stop dem from spilling all over. and stop myself from saying sth disastrous again. i only wished i was more useful in cheering u up.
for me. dere's only you.
sighs.
