November 17, 2008
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8:28 PM
listening to: Atomic Kitten - Eternal Flame
sorrie ppl, no good news for you. we didnt get any of the 7 awards for the SFMA competition.
=( =( =(
yups, very disheartened & demoralised, to say the least. caught the look on Sam's face too. didnt noe what to say to him. he said to us, "it's okie girls, we've done our best, and our conscience is clear." but i cld see he was very disappointed. after all, he put in so much effort into this project with us, when he cld have heck care and left us to die like what the other lecturers did to their grps. he stayed till late to help us with the research, and even rehearse with us like 50 times before the presentation.
sighs.
i dun like this feeling. the feeling of losing. maybe tt's why i seldom participate in competitions. i've only had less than 5 competitions in my entire life. i dun like to fight a battle which im not confident in winning. if i compete, i want to win.
tt's my mentality, so it's harder for me to get over failures.
not too sure how Boy & Bird feel. just wan to tell you guys, we must still jiayou! got FYP ahead of us. =) oh btw, get well soon Bird. it's getting too quiet when u have a sore throat. =(
and million thanks to Mr Bear, Jialong & Birdie for ur support. they do mean alot! =)
anw, these are some shots from today.
anw, wasnt in the best of moods after the prize ceremony, so jalan-jalan at The Food Fair and sampled several weird food pdts, like Brown Rice Tea which basically tastes like herbal tea, and Almond Oatmeal which is equivalent to drinking plastic. then we went to buy Shark's Fin Soup @ $2.50! very expensive larrrr. dont know why i pay to eat so much starch.
then i bought Salted Crispy Chicken home to add to tonight's dinner. $3 for the smallest pack. oops, half-gone alr. supposed to haf more. =X
and Green Tea Muah Chee to cheer myself up. green tea is my drug.
yeah tt's all for my rants. will do fine. =)
btw, thanks a million for those who cast us your holy vote. efforts need to be appreciated, after all.
