while commuting over the weekend, i was offered the priority seat on NEL by a stranger for the 1st time though im almost 7 months preggie! i was quite surprised to say the least cos my top was a little flare and i didnt expect anyone to notice. or have i grown fat from the chocs without realising? but the looks i got from other commuters made me uncomfortable. they stared at my tummy for God-knows-how-long, and i literally saw the thought bubble above their heads, "huhh you mean that's not fats but a baby inside...?"

sighs. 

even though it was not a pleasant first time, still want to thank the nice indian guy with brown Crocs and Chip & Dale clips. =)

these days when i dont have much to do at home, i will open the drawers and stare at the baby items, or open Baby Tan's closet and look at her teeny-weeny clothes. as Baby Tan's arrival draws nearer by the day, im starting to get apprehensive.

will i have a smooth delivery?

will i be a good Mom & a role-model?

will i be able to regain my pre-preg body after delivery?

will i have hideous stretchmarks?

i probably have trillion questions on hand, but no answers to them. at least for the time being. need to get my mind off those irritating thoughts. =( hopefully it's just the pregnancy hormones.