went for pap smear few days ago. people who had done it said it doesnt hurt much.

i almost screamed. it was effing painful! for me at least. Mr Gynae said the positioning of my uterus will make the process a little uncomfortable for me.

"a little uncomfortable" is an understatement. i almost punched him.

the experience is going to deter me from going for the next pap smear for at least a couple of years. traumatised. ='(

i wanted to run away from the appointment cos i was so scared of the pain i might experience. and to think i was not scared of labour pains. i managed to psycho myself eventually, for the sake of Mr Tan & Shanice. i want to be sure im healthy, to be able to be there for them in the years to come. 

hope i did not scare off anyone from conducting your pap smear. it's for your own well-being, and for your loved ones. it's not supposed to hurt anyway, at least not as bad as mine did. Mr Gynae said my uterus is a variation from the common position. oh well, i'll count myself unlucky. 

if you want to know more about pap smear, do check out the HPB website! --> pap smear

Rayden the Little Tiger is still crawling about the house, hoisting himself up with anything he can get hold with. i think i'll go crazy when Shanice reaches that stage in less than 6 months' time. =O

 

wanna fight?!?

kidding la. im so cute. ^.^

till then! ♥